In the past 12 months for me a lot and nothing has happened. The most that has happened is the death of my sister. Nothing has ever effected me as much as this despite what anyone who doesn’t intimately know me think. I don’t usually publish real lie events on here. There is a reason for that.
She was the one reason I situated myself in perth 10 years ago. The loss of my mother I had dealt with for a long time before her life ended ( to much Disappointment to me as I’d had plans to reacquaint with her after 8 years.. My father has chosen his path and I’ve chosen to respect his choices.
For all intents and purposes I have no family anymore, save my soulmate . That’s the simple answer. My sister was the last hope for any of that. I am loved and I do love.. But the intents I had for the last ten years seem so devoid and nulled.
I am not working I have the drive and desire to work but it doesn’t seem to be turning to reality. Ideally I’d love to work for Peter Jackson but I am starting to think that despite my brains and drive I don’t have whatever people are looking for.
Either way.. I love my sister, my mother, my grandmother … And all those who I’ve passed, stood before and remember in my lifetime.
Depression is not something to shy from or avoid. I don’t care what my so called family and friends choose to believe from what they hear but I know myself and my reasons.
Life comes and goes its what we choose that makes us something to behold.