Walking too much, kinda sore.. but this is what I did with my afternoon, more tmrw!
So, I am sort of awake, im tired but the pain.. today has been the worst… I am not sure if thats just my mental state and the extended time of being unwell or the fact that the walking yesterday and today have added up, or its healing and being more draining than the past few days. I am sure so many other people who get ill with much worse things go through this, or something similar, but it amplifies everything else, even the smallest thing seems so much worse.
Generally I change my kitty litter once a month, but at the moment the inability to bend over and pick things up and so on has really gotten to me. I hate to ask for help in even the simplest of things, such as I am pretty short, reaching to the top of the cupboard where my porridge box is kept has been a task lately, so instead I have eaten something else for breakfast… Bacon and cheese muffin, cold roasted pumpkin.. whatever is accessible. Its not that I don’t want porridge or something else.. its that it is more important for me to be able to do it without anyone else’s help. Help is close by, but getting porridge down this morning just wasn’t -that- important. Tomorrow it will be im sure!
The ability to do one thing for ourselfs such as get what we really want to eat for breakfast is something that people do take for granted. I really can’t say that it has been that taken for granted by me but I know my own history and past, there are people who have never gone without those things they seem to take as a normal and granted in thier life, hair care products, meals, clothing and even more so the roof over thier heads. I appreciate all of these things daily and also try to limit my consumerism when possible. Though how you take this is your choice, it is mine to not be a total consumerist and purchase things that are perhaps second hand and leave off those things I don’t see as being life threatening. Though I did buy a chocolate bar and 2 bags of chips earlier tonight.
Life should be apreciated by people for what you come out of each day having gained, not phyiscally but in your heart and head. Perhaps there are some days when there isn’t something that important and that small purchase is it. But before you go to bed the last breath you take as you drift off.. Thats something to cherish more. Or people who barely know you online.. who send you kind words when you feel the slightest bit down.. The fresh breeze that past you by on a walk.. or a silly jingle that stays in your mind.. or just being frustrated your inabilities are bothering you.. All reasons to cherish life and be excited about how things will turn out the next day..
Enough rambling from a young lass who missed out on her morning porridge…